Happy bday to New Me....!!!

Not many ppl celebrate this kind of celebration. But oh, well. I Do.

It’s my 6th spiritual – birthday, it has been 6 years since my Jesus saved my life, and it’s been so wonderful and too great to tell. Every second I had, every time I experienced Him more, my life have become sweeter, and today all I can say is nothing compares to what He has done in my life.

It doesn’t mean that I always lived in a perfect condition during my early  journey with Jesus-  no sin, no sickness, always lived in a great wealth - , but through my ups and downs, all in all, I can always see – clearer, and brighter- that He is truly my Saviour.

I was sick from a deadly ill for almost a year, and He had showed me that He is the One who defeated my sickness. I am now perfectly healed.

I was trapped in my lust for almost 3 years, and I just do not know how to get out. But He showed me the way out, in which He reintroduces Himself that He is still my same Saviour.

I thought that being rich could make me peaceful; I thought if I have a high position could make me confident of myself. But Jesus has proven me that He is the sole and ultimate satisfaction in my life. He saved me from the pleasure of this world that will kill my joy and peace. 

Rejection, being hated, being underestimated, anything could come and destroy me, but oh well, its been 6 years now and no one has been able to take away the peace inside me. Jesus owns my life.

My troubles had no end, but in all problems that I had, I always could find Him standing beside myself.

I was sad that I’ve just known Him at my late 20’s, I kinda regret, I wish I could’ve known Him way earlier. But He wiped out my tears, and He made my life become more wonderful, fruitful, and better than what I could have thought for or planned for.

Now, I am the richest human being in Him. I might not be the best of what the world could think of, I might not have the best of what the earth could wish for, but I have one precious thing that makes my life more meaningful, it is salvation in Jesus Christ.

Happy Birthday to new me.

PF: 22 June 2012
       22 June 2006

1, 926 days that He predestined in me

I thank God for every grace that He showed me

For the 1,926 days I had in Melbourne.

It was not about learning English,

It was not about double degrees,

It was not learning how to be independent.

All things have been predestined by Him.

Salvation is the main reason He called me.

To be His light is His initial plan,

To glorify His name has always been in His mind,

To be His chosen people,

To feed the flocks and to find the lost.

All things have been predestined by Him.

Mission is now on my hand,

And I shall not want anything else,

With His unfailing love, I enter this new land,

With His promise of abundant harvest, I walk, 

With assurance that His vision indeed, never fails.

All things have been predestined by Him.

“He changes the wilderness into a pool of water,

And a dry land into springs of water,

And there He makes the hungry to dwell,

So that they may establish an inhabited city,

And sow fields and plant vineyards,

And gather a fruitful harvest.

Also He blesses them and they multiply greatly,

And He does not let their cattle decrease”.

(vision given on 8th March 2011)

All things have been predestined by Him.

So long, Melbourne,

And see you soon, the Promised Land.

“But by the grace of God I am what I am,

and His grace toward me did not prove vain;

But I labored even more than all of them,

yet not I, but the grace of God with me”

Yes, all things have been predestined by Him. 

My honor to serve God's people

I truly have no idea how I can describe my feeling at the moment. 

Tears just dropping when I read one of my spiritual daughter's blog, "Who am I having this huge privilege to be looked up by this great God's worshiper?"

Time flies quick and without delays since the first time our FA joint together in August 2009.  

I am only His tool to serve great men and women of God who might be -at the moment- lack of their confident and not yet see God's love and predestination of their future life. 

I am only their eyes whenever they cannot see God's plan, I am only their their ears whenever they cannot hear God's prayer answers. I am only God's hand whenever they need comfort, I am only God's mouth whenever they didn't understand His words. 

I am only a pipe, who is watering beautiful roses, fruitful vineyard and strong olive trees who yet cannot see who they really are in Jesus.  

Yes, there were times, I wouldn't dare approaching them one by one, I just didnt have much courage...

There were times I wouldn't dare directing them, telling them how they supposed to live in Jesus way..... I just dont feel have "right" to tell them, simply because I know they will be used way greater then I am now.

There were times I wouldnt dare advising them, what to do and what not to do....  There were times of struggles, many frustration. There were plenty of discouraging moments... millions of tear drops, thousands of hopes and prayers... 

But looking at you know, I just can mesmerize on how God truly transform you. 

Those who came to cell group with no expectation, now they become great prophets

Those who came with past burden, now they become True worshipers of God. 

Those who came with hopeless, now they become prayer warriors. 

Those who came with no purpose, now they become great leaders and shepherds. 

Is it me? NO! It is God who changes you all! 

It is my honor to serve my Lord in your lives. All I can say now, is just like Paul said in Romans 8: 18-30

The tears and pain of childbirth will nothing compare to the glory I now see in each of you. 

All I can say is.... it is WORTHWILE! 

From the deepest side of my heart, let me say one more time:

"I truly love you all, and my one and only intention is to see you grow in Jesus. 

Sorry for strong words I always used, 

high standard I put, 

in which I have never regretted a bit.

Because I know

His beautiful plan in everyone of you."

...and here is my very last message to all of you, 

"Set your eyes upon Jesus, 

never compromise a single bit.

as we are only a pilgrim of this world, 

and huge reward is waiting for us, 

up there.  

Fight! a good fight of faith, and

Run! in the race that He set for you"

(... a reply to Jessica Sutiono's July inspiration ) 

embrace you all in Christ's love, 

Only Because of His Grace...

It's been a while I've delayed creating this blog; even I’ve received so many messages and revelations from Daddy. But today, I think, is the perfect time for me to start being a blessing, by sharing all grace that I've received from Him, (and all things that I will experience in my upcoming journey of life).
“The Redeemed Life” is not a mere title, but it is truly about my life, that has been transformed in His grace; a life that is now more meaningful and full of purpose.

He has saved me, He has redeemed me, He has made me NEW!

"But by the grace of God, I am what I am. And His grace toward me did not prove vain, but I labored even more than all of them, yet not I, but the grace of God with me"

- 1 Cor 15:10 -